have not been on here in a while
but um update...
life sucks
things never go to plan.
i hate living here.
i hate so much right now.
i hate being the person i am.
i keep things in way to much and never speak
my mind but when i do i get chewed out all the time.
i have absolutely no friends well i feel as if i dont.
my family is always there but i need friends...
and the ones i got are all into there band..
and that's all they think about idk
i guess our little get together every now and then are not that enjoyable
idk maybe its just me but it's as if i'm growing to old and thinking to far ahead
but that's alright i just hate going through the same and sick of seeing them
going through the same
fuck i need to find my hobbies soon

nothing new...
same old same old

i got a xbox 360
dont play as much as i thought i would...
need to get a hard drive for it:(

work tomorrow
:[[

PEACE

i cried b/c i lost all my music....ALL MY MUSIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this sucks so bad.....

wish news was good but it is'nt like always i told something to some one so they can keep it to there selfs
not to tell the whole fucken world
but yeah i should have known.....
other news my birthday is comming up soon idk what to do for it
birthdays are depressing and i'm sure i wont get happy birthday wishes from thos i love....
but yeah i'm going to be 20 years old.... can you say OLD!!!!! fuck man this sucks life is going by so fast soon i will be 25 and
my plans better accomplished by then or at least almost done being accomplished....
other old news my Christmas was good got me some nice cloths cooking books from my sister and
a Wii from my bro-in-law and as for my new years i stayed in and got a visit from a true friend(s) joe!
that was nice of him to visit and then i got the office season 3! i love that show i hope i get the rest for my birthday!
lol
k
well till next time i'm out
peace:D

albert writes:dont add me if we dont talk....
  sorry nothing personal.                      
  peace                    
  c ya around.                    

mikey writes:LOL
ur right so how many friends would u have let me think
louie,michael,ryan, oh wait just ur top twelve lol
low blow
ur headline said it all!!
it all works out though

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this guy haha what a loser!
idk why lmao

oh k well on other news i'm sick....yeah i have a cold or somthing
i want to go visit sandy but i dont want to get anyone sick.
oh random but my aunt came by yesterday and brought by my little cousins baby...
(Joanna's baby) she is cutie she looks a lot like Gary (husband) and she's a really
happy baby so that's good i had her laughing for a while lol
maybe it's about time to forget all that bull from 2years ago...

so when i went to Melrose last week i came upon some awesome shoes that i
think i should have gotten...
there fuck' en sick
i need to go back!

on other news
my favorite band is playing a reunion show
i' m super excited about that!
and....lets c what else is there....
i haven't been listening to that much new music....
only old stuff like
saves the day
ect...
it's all good tho i love it:)

well till next time c ya-

it's kinda sad when some one that lives 100's of miles away
can get time to visit you even when they live that far away!
and
your other friend that cant visit you BUT! lives 1/2 mile away....

idk...
well yeah pretty lame!

i have this friend that realy likes me for some reason
and she has liked me for a while she said 
and um....yeah....
idk
b/c she lives in San Diego....
idk
it's weird b/c we have been friends for a long time and to think of her
in a way i cant describe is weird....

but yeah so school tomorrow is gonna be intresting....

michael and i have class together so idk i hope i dont get distracted....: \

bye be back later:)

school was fun!
i cant till tomorrow! 
yea yeaa!
lol
i miss my best friend: \
hopefully we can kick it this week or weekend:\
well life is great right now

PEACE:)